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I dug the grave today, just beyond a plot of land called memory, in the feild of insanity Sunday Mourning, A single rose thorns for thoughts A funeral party of one The stone reads: Romance is Dead, but Love Never Dies. Hopes are high, I'm glad I dressed in white. I thought i would die without the one i "loved." I believed that a man held my happiness in the palm of his hand. I went through months of pain getting over this man. His departure caused me to awaken. I was re-born, I learned how… Continue

My body aches but I feel great. I worked 11.5 hours today because I co-worker decided not to show. It was my first time by myself since I started working. I tried hard and finished all the work left for two people. I hope my boss notices the effort, even if he doesn't I am proud of myself. I finally meditated yesterday for the first time in weeks. I Immediately started feeling better! I must admit it was a lot hard to clear my mind than it used to be (when I would meditate everyday). I 'll have… Continue

I realized I have really lost touch with the 100 day challenge. I have not meditated in week, I have not been saying daily affirmations. I have not reached any goals and I have fallen behind with blogging. Never the less I feel vast improvements in the quality of my life [which is the basic point!!] -Although I do not say affirmations everyday, when I am feeling really shitty I will say an affirmation to boast my confidence. - I also enjoy life's little pleasures more fully which in turn makes… Continue

ahh good old history repeats itself the inevitable circle (which emcompases everything) cycles

Exhaustion from working (six days a week, 9 hours a day) has physically worn me out. I find that I succumb to negavite thinking more often when I am tired. I guess the ego strikes when I am at my weakest! Bastard. An extremely disgruntled employee is testing my nerves. I have so far been patient, but today I was a second away from snapping. She yells and talks down to everyone, she is always cranky!! I feel her negavity actaully rubbing off on me. I am new so I make mistakes, but she really mak… Continue