Pushups, and Some bad news
Hi everyone! I have started the "100 push ups" Challenge it`s great I started yesterday night I do them at night around 6;00-6'30 I did 14 and I`m in the 1st category! I'm not so great at the regular push ups but it said you can do Wall,Knee,and Incline I tried all 4 but Wall and knee is easier... I can see myself in 2 weeks doing a regular push ups!
Now the bad news... I was gonna go with my mom and siblings to my aunts grandsons birthday he's 1 ! and I got dressed to go and as I went to get my shoes my mom comes in and says "your wearing that?" I said "Yeh mom what's wrong with it?" shes says " Well It`s not color coordinated firstly!" and I`m thinking what?! that mad me angry it was a long hand sewn floral pink skirt with a light blue shirt and a dark blue cardigan. I think it looks fine so I ignore her and get my shoes on in the kitchen and N my brother says "your wearing that?" now I`m really pissed what's his PROBLEM?? so again I ignore him and then I go to the car and my sister says "are you coming?" i said "yeah!" shes says "AND YOUR WEARING THAT?!"
So I totally lost it I`m like I shouldn't get angry I shouldn't feel bad for wearing what I`m wearing! So I said I wouldn't go because I don`t need all their negativity and what not. So now I`m here wring I didn''t really want to go anyway i feel sick I have a cough and I have a headache so yeah....
In other things I am learning to "let go" as Lilou calls it with my affirmations like getting leggings,and an Ipod and Lilous Meditation Cd.
I`m gonna go meditate and pray i haven't prayed yet so I will..
any nice comments would be nice thanks!
Hugs and Kisses
Now the bad news... I was gonna go with my mom and siblings to my aunts grandsons birthday he's 1 ! and I got dressed to go and as I went to get my shoes my mom comes in and says "your wearing that?" I said "Yeh mom what's wrong with it?" shes says " Well It`s not color coordinated firstly!" and I`m thinking what?! that mad me angry it was a long hand sewn floral pink skirt with a light blue shirt and a dark blue cardigan. I think it looks fine so I ignore her and get my shoes on in the kitchen and N my brother says "your wearing that?" now I`m really pissed what's his PROBLEM?? so again I ignore him and then I go to the car and my sister says "are you coming?" i said "yeah!" shes says "AND YOUR WEARING THAT?!"
So I totally lost it I`m like I shouldn't get angry I shouldn't feel bad for wearing what I`m wearing! So I said I wouldn't go because I don`t need all their negativity and what not. So now I`m here wring I didn''t really want to go anyway i feel sick I have a cough and I have a headache so yeah....
In other things I am learning to "let go" as Lilou calls it with my affirmations like getting leggings,and an Ipod and Lilous Meditation Cd.
I`m gonna go meditate and pray i haven't prayed yet so I will..
any nice comments would be nice thanks!
Hugs and Kisses
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Comment by Tamara Rasheed on November 26, 2009 at 8:55am -
Hi Nadia! I had to start reading your blog after you said that my story sounded like you at a young age. I'd like to know more about you and I'm pretty fascinated anyway with you being 15 and knowing that you want to use the Law of Attraction to affect your life. I think that's pretty awesome - I wish I knew about it at 15 lol.
When I was 15 years old, I had this round hat that I would wear with a hot pink band around it. I used to wear it with my hot pink socks, and just coordinate an outfit with it (that was 1995 though lol). I thought I looked so great in that hat. My mom and sisters talked about me for years over it though. But you know what? It gave me confidence and made me feel good to wear it, so I wore it all the time.
Do you think your family was trying to stop you from wearing your outfit, or do you think they just wanted you to coordinate it better? I used to opt out of going places with my family too because of things like that - I ended up missing A LOT of stuff. Next time, think about how you can communicate how you feel so that you can still go and they can accept your self expression. I think they would understand if you explained it to them.
I think it's awesome that you're doing a push-up challenge - I haven't heard of that. I am trying to get into the rec center near my house so that I can work out, I am enlisting in the National Guard soon as an Officer. =D
Much Love,
Tamara
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Comment by Nadia on November 25, 2009 at 8:57pm -
I know I can't even do 1 push up I like try them I fall flat on my face but it's the second day and already my arm and chest are sore! Yeah I`m happy about that!I can do 14 push ups the knee ones of course I`m not that fit but I invison myself being able to do a full pushup by the 3rd day of next week! it's a great workout my mom said she might even join!. I`m glad whoever stated it started it so even bags of lumps like me can lose a bra size HAHA! =)
Oh, and HAPPY THANKSGIVING!! What'll you do Tomorrow/Today (don't know your timezone xD) I love Thanksgiving all my siblings and mom help out So much fun =) I make a mean cranberry sauce!
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Comment by Nadia on November 25, 2009 at 3:36pm
- Glad to know I`m not the only one who's at level 1! Thanks
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