Day 38............The important things

Lately I have learned a lot about how little things are the things that keep me from progress and hold me back from my desires. It's really never huge life changing things that I dwell on. It is usually small stupid occurances or annoyances that keep me buckled to the negative. I spend so much time being angry, sad, worried, and uncertain that I forget to just live life and enjoy it. I have so much time wasted on those negative thoughts and negative people that no wonder sometimes I feel that my life is polluted with it all. I have been really thinking how I can cleanse my life. And I came up with making the important goals, relationships, feelings, work, and events matter and letting go of all the pointless little things that keep me down. I am making my priorities the good moments and shooing away the bad ones. No more dwelling for this lady. Letting things go is hard, but I know it's for the best.

I want such simple things in life that i know I can achieve all of them if I let the small negative stuff go and not weigh me down. I am a person that is effected my cruelty or peoples bad intentions. I am sensitive to pain and seeing other's in pain. I don't like the feeling or anxiety of worrying that something isn't right, or that something bad is going to happen or happened. I want to feel happy and at ease. My days are so riddled with such nonsense that it's a miracle I get anything accomplished.

Today I am going to choose happiness. Today I am causing the difference in my outcome. I don't need anyone else to do this for me. I so often look for others to make me feel better or fix the situation that has me so upset. I realize that I have to start looking within myself to do these things and give myself reassurance. I can get rid of the toxins and replace them with clean, good energy. My wants are clear, just have to remember the important and dispose of the rest.

I want to receive 3 new clients this week.
I want to Dana and I to be a family.
I want to be successful.
I want to make $1500 this week from new projects.
I want to feel peace and love.
I want to stay fit and stick to being healthy.
Dana loves me.
Dana wants me.
Dana wants to marry me.
Dana wants a family with me.
I love Dana.
I have life.
I have friends.
I have security.
I have Dana.
I have peace.
I have love.
I have me.

LOVE