S2 Happy Thanksgiving and some Insights gained
Happy Thanksgiving for those in the U.S. and Happy Thursday for the rest of you!!!! I certainly have much to be grateful for....
As S2 comes to a close... I see how much focus I need on having an Open Heart... Looking back it seems that with the wish of having great relationships comes the contrast that is going on in my own insides....It is reflected in what I see around me.....I have seen my strong drive to be ENOUGH and how ego based this is and how I need to begin to let this go... This drive to prove to myself and the world how ok I am.... I am ok even if I do nothing else with the rest of my life....
Also coming to the surface is a new desire to attempt (at some point) a detox of material gain... Although I want to raise income and have money flow with ease into my life (because I am enough) I want to stop focus more other things and less on the material possessions that I desire...I still desire things and thats cool but I want to heal the wound that makes me think I am not ok if I dont have certain things or that I am less than some how...This is obviously a collective wound that we have in the U.S. ( as we are so recognized for around the world..haha) Again its about know when I stand alone I am ENOUGH, just as I am....
Lastly and HUGELY I need to focus/meditate and ponder the fact that source WANTS me to have all good things...there is still a part of me that sees the Source as withholding certain things...This is a lie and part of a collective conditioning... I need to let it go.. If I can, this alone will change my life!!!
I wish you a great day and I am so grateful for having you in my life!!!! Love Renae
As S2 comes to a close... I see how much focus I need on having an Open Heart... Looking back it seems that with the wish of having great relationships comes the contrast that is going on in my own insides....It is reflected in what I see around me.....I have seen my strong drive to be ENOUGH and how ego based this is and how I need to begin to let this go... This drive to prove to myself and the world how ok I am.... I am ok even if I do nothing else with the rest of my life....
Also coming to the surface is a new desire to attempt (at some point) a detox of material gain... Although I want to raise income and have money flow with ease into my life (because I am enough) I want to stop focus more other things and less on the material possessions that I desire...I still desire things and thats cool but I want to heal the wound that makes me think I am not ok if I dont have certain things or that I am less than some how...This is obviously a collective wound that we have in the U.S. ( as we are so recognized for around the world..haha) Again its about know when I stand alone I am ENOUGH, just as I am....
Lastly and HUGELY I need to focus/meditate and ponder the fact that source WANTS me to have all good things...there is still a part of me that sees the Source as withholding certain things...This is a lie and part of a collective conditioning... I need to let it go.. If I can, this alone will change my life!!!
I wish you a great day and I am so grateful for having you in my life!!!! Love Renae
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Comment by Nicole Bedard on November 26, 2009 at 5:51pm
- happy thanksgiving sweeti.
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Comment by Jilly on November 26, 2009 at 3:48pm - My dear Renae, I just love you so much girl. Thank you for the phrases....detox of material, have money flow and collective wound. You and I and everyone are OK even if we do nothing else in the mist of all of it. What is wonderful is, the AWARENESS we now have in the mist. Thank you for sharing, gratefully. Blessings, JILLY
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Comment by SJ B on November 26, 2009 at 1:25pm - Wow you know I feel the same way. When you said that apart of you sees the Source as withholding things from you.. I feel that way and its almost a back and forth thing for me. It's like I don't want to enter the gateway for more spiritual freedom. But we should always welcome it and accept that we are undergoing wonderful wonderful change. And we are always safe.
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