Everyday Life seen through my eyes....Dede

I am in somewhat of an awful mood today. Well it started last night. It's horrible that my mood is severely effected by my relationship. I am trying to not get in the negative mind frame, but sometimes it just happens. Now I am just in a bummed mood and I need to kick it. I hate the way it makes me feel and I never accomplish anything while in that mood. I do get a rush of things that I want to get off my chest and think of what I want to say, but when the time comes I can never explain myself o… Continue

Lately I have learned a lot about how little things are the things that keep me from progress and hold me back from my desires. It's really never huge life changing things that I dwell on. It is usually small stupid occurances or annoyances that keep me buckled to the negative. I spend so much time being angry, sad, worried, and uncertain that I forget to just live life and enjoy it. I have so much time wasted on those negative thoughts and negative people that no wonder sometimes I feel that my… Continue

I have been a bit absent. I know that I need to stay on top of things because when I don't I feel a complete stop to all of my forward motion and goal achieving. I am a very forgetful person but need to keep on myself and not make excuses.

My days always seem to go better when I am focused and write my daily affirmations and keep up on my journaling. I have so much to give to myself and so much to give to others. I just have to give. I stop and then stand still. No more standing still, just for… Continue

Today I am really trying to focus on forgiving the past in myself and in others that I have been upset with. I spend too much time being angry and standing ground when I feel like someone has wronged me. I need to let go of all of those bad feelings but it is hard to back down.

I have a pattern in my life where I have friends that I feel wrong me and then I cut them off. I have lost a lot of friendships this way and far too much time being mad at them. The anger that gets to me is polluting my… Continue

I got a great email today about manifesting. It was about the troubles we face in manifesting what we want. One of them was not enough time. It said that we all have time, we just choose not to have time for the things we say we want. This hits the nail right on the head. I always complain that things aren't happening or that I get sidetracked. But really I am just not putting in the time. Whenever I do put in the time and effort things happen. I happen. My life the way I want it to go happens.… Continue